The guy was here Fri. at 5pm., just like they said. I was shocked he was on time. But he was here for 2 1/2 hrs. trying find out why I cant get it. Nothing he did worked, even with him calling for help from the company. He said I guess you cant get it. I said that's not good enough, I'm paying for it so unless they are gonna discount me somehow, I better be getting it. I set up a 2yr. plan with them and its not right. And so he worked and worked , replacing everything.
He even set the one up in my bedroom. I thought my bf had months ago, and found out he didn't. He said he did grrrrrrr. It only gets basic cable in there and I rarely watch it in that room so I never noticed. But this poor guy I found out has only been doing it 2months so he was pretty much rebuilding my entire system. Now my stuff wasn't that old. When I moved in the house had been empty awhile. Turns out rats chewed thru the old lines so that guy had to rebuild my whole system too. But this time after all that work, it wasn't rats that kept me from ON DEMAND. I think it was my bf. because after the guy re-hooked up everything including the VCR we have there, it finally worked. Seems the man hooked it up backwards!! I told him next time I need something hooked up I guess I have to get an expert lol.
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We are not having nice weather...........again. Ive been looking forward to a great garden for so long. Last yr got started too late. And this yr......well I plant seeds and they drown. I plant plants and the slugs eat them. I get a few great days of sunshine and its back to gray again. And its July and isn't this supposed to be summer? I have two small green tomatoes. Now that's a big improvement from last yr. But I'm reading local blogs and folks are saying that's all they are getting. sigh. I am getting lettuce, we are enjoying a few salads. My radishes which are supposed to be the easiest thing to grow.......are puny roots and I get a few weenie ones now and then. I have peas growing and I'm not sure when to pick them. But I know its really not enough to do anything with. And I have one small head of broccoli. And I don't think its supposed to be doing that yet, except its a cool weather crop and its been that kind of weather.....sigh. Oh and I have raspberries but they aren't red yet but I did pick one strawberry. I promptly ate it before a slug could. :)
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Have you ever loved someone and then they broke your heart? Have you ever loved someone who was so beautiful you wondered why they were with you? Have you even loved someone you couldn't even breathe around? And did they dump you? That happened to me. And while I don't hate him I do wonder how he is doing now and then. And no, Id never take him back. I couldn't take someone back that could do that to me and hurt me so much. But this person....well in all ways was gorgeous, and a Greek god looking kind of guy. And so I thanked my lucky stars for at least a few months of someone like this. But he simply had too many problems to stay with me and I guess he just couldn't cope. So ok.
And then one day you stumble across Greek gods brother online. And you are surprised so you decide to see if Greek god is connected to him ...and he is...and your curiosity gets the best of you and you go to his page.
And there stares back at you a shell of a man..not the Greek god anymore. His hair is a the same but a mess, and he has dull glazed look in his eyes. He looks like he may have put on weight and he has a scruffy, haven't shaved in few days beard. And you look at that and think , no I must have the wrong page and you leave. And you check it all out and it brings you back to that same sad page. And you realize that the beautiful man, the Greek god you knew, fell apart and it breaks your heart. And sadly a part of me will always love him and it hurts my heart to see him like that. I feel sad for him and wish I could help. But I know I cant. Whatever rabbit hole he fell down in, he has to dig his way back out, but its painful to see.
And then I remember the pain he put me thru and how my heart broke and then shut down and I look back at the page and think.........karma?
And then I think of the man who broke the ice around my frozen heart caused by that man and I smile.
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